a good fiend of mine, once told me that I must find that person that can actually feel me, in the way that that person knows my intelectual potential and guids me in becoming someone truly exceptional... I haven't quite understood then what he actually ment... but now I think I have a bit of an idea, because I feel that I need indeed a person to help me, to guide me... I was told that I am special, that there is more about me than it actually meets the eye, but then he went away... people, feelings all tend to go away... but what's in me, that does not go away... that only metamorphosates itself into many strange shapes... and I remain wondering what to do with that... "Is there someone who can guide me out of this darkness into light?"
now I wonder if I really can do something, if I really have within me the premises of something/someone great... because right now all I feel within is deepest confusion...
