Monday, July 30, 2012

Buchrezension: Oliviu Crâznic: "... und am Ende blieb nur der Nachtmahr"

Hallo Ihr Lieben,

meine erste Buchrezension auf Deutsch (nachdem ich das Gymnasium vollendet habe), über ein rumänisches Buch (ganz schön Kulturbunt):

Nachdem ich für eine längere Weile nur Romane mit Fantasie und Zauberei gelesen habe, habe ich mich für den Horror- Roman “… și la sfârșit a mai rămas COȘMARUL” ("... und am Ende blieb nur der Nachtmahr") by Oliviu Crâznic entschieden. Ich muss gestehen, dass er mich für eine Weile ganz schön erschrocken hat. Die Geschichte ist sehr spannend und man kann einfach das Buch nicht loslegen, die Figuren sind typisch für die gothisch-romantische Literatur. Die Atmosphäre hat mich an Egdar Allan Poes Stimmung erinnert, was für mich immer ein Plus für die Schriften dieser Gattung ist.
Die Geschichte und vielmehr das Ende haben mir gefallen. Trotzdem hatte ich das Gefühl, dass so viele verschiedene fantastische Kreaturen, wenn deren Rollen nicht klar genug erklärt wurden, irgendwie verwirrend wirken. Ich habe den Schriftstellers Aufsatz, indem er verschiene fantastische Elemente, welche in seinem Buch auftauchen, am Ende sehr interesant gefunden. Man lernt sehr viel daraus und in derselben Zeit versteht man, wie viel er eigentlich dieses Thema liebt und wie fundiert seine Kenntnisse darüber sind. Meiner Meinung nach, wenn Ihr eine besondere Vorliebe für elende Wichte habt, dann müsst Ihr dieses Buch und insebsondere den Aufsatz am Ende lesen. Leider gibt es dieses Buch bis dato nur auf Rumänisch.

Diese Rezension ist aus dem Englischen übersetzt und angepasst. Hier findet Ihr den Originaltext.
Viel Spass beim Lesen, es ist gut für die Seele!
Alex.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Book: "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald

Even though I wasn't actively writing on my blog, I was very active in dealing with the written words of others. On that note, below is my review on "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerlad. Enjoy!

I was always fascinated and wanted to know more about the life between the two world wars and I must admit I was slightly nostalgic about not living in those years. Fitzgerlad however, he was a part of those years and wrote about them, but the envy I felt towards him faded... Reading “The Great Gatsby” I came to the stunning realization that those times and ours are not at all that different: the same desire to be appreciated for one’s greatness (real or imagined), the same difference between high class and the rest, the same hobbies and rudeness when discussing other people’s personal lives, the way people behave at a party when there’s alcohol involved, the secrets behind each marriage and the ones hidden in its main actors… and then it dawned on me, as long as each century has humans as main actors the events will pretty much be the same – human nature never changes.
Everyone noticed that Fitzgerald managed to create a picture perfect radiography of those times and I will not try to rewrite all the previous reviews on the “Great Gatsby” by focusing on this fact. The interesting part in his book however is the way the emerging technologies (telephone, cinema), marketing (advertising boards, tabloids), stock market and banking innovations and high power engine cars start to weasel their ways in the lives of the humans changing them slightly, but profoundly. Reading the book now, we can see how those changes impacted our lives and not in the most positive way. Fitzgerald did not create only a picture perfect radiography of this times, he showed, pulled the alarm if you will, on the beginnings of the human life’s degradation the innovations on all levels and the new technologies will bring. The telephone advertised as a tool to get in no time and at lower costs people from great distances together, is now a tool through which you can connect to the internet; companies can obtain your number and invade you intimacy by calling you up to sell you goods you don’t necessary want or need; also based on your activities on the phone the same producing companies can put together a customer profile for you; but probably the most devastating effect of the phone is the lack of personal connection between the two conversation’s participants (feelings can be exchanged with difficulty, because there is no interpersonal communication on the phone), which is the meaning of the scene when Nick answers the phone and the person on the other line doesn’t recognize him as not being Gatsby.
All the stories developed in the novel end in a way that only confirm and complete this almost apocalyptic tableau of dehumanization. Fitzgerald’s storytelling overall tone is mean and disapproving of this entire situation. He criticizes almost without even wanting all the human written or unspoken laws and regulations: the older generation of the industrial revolution’s wealthy, the current generation fascinated by young women, fast cars and alcohol drenched parties, the gangsters and other dubious characters involved in various illicit affairs, the cheaters and murderers. Nobody is spared. The only value he has above it all is the camaraderie, the friendship that lasts against all life’s troubles – the connection between humans, the one that is not fragile and cannot be broken by lies, murder or other sins. This is also the reason he disapproves of all the new technologies – they threaten the existence of this exact connection and of the reason why the humans are humans.
Another aspect that I immensely enjoyed was the language. I wish contemporary writers will still use this exquisitely rich language. I must admit, though, that in order to do so one must have a pretty high both literary and grammatical knowledge of the English language.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Behind the Mirror: Hair Care – Henna

My hair in the sunlight
Like I mentioned in the April Empties blog post, I am using henna for about 4 years. I decided to start using henna, after I had a pretty bad hair period, when I lost a lot of hair. Looking for ways to improve and stop the hair fall, I came across henna.

I did some research and discovered that it is very good for the hair, because it contains practically all the nutrients it needs to look healthy across its length, to feed the roots of the hair and thus stopping it from falling and it is also good for the skin on the head, because it fights against dandruff and oiliness. Another “side-effect” of henna use is that it prevents the white hairs to appear. Taking all this into consideration, I decided I should go for it.

I wanted red hair. But my hair is dark brown. So after all this time, all I got was dark brown hair with red accents in the sun. at the beginning I did the foolish thing and mixed the henna powder with red wine. All the colorants and chemicals that were added in the red wine, when boiled changed and I got some allergic reactions and had to stop the use of henna for about three months. Now I learned my lesson and I use only boiled water.

Henna from Lush
I tried a lot of henna blends and brands along the years. My favorite will remain the Egyptian henna from elemental, followed closely by the red one from Lush. I also recommend the mahogany coloring powder from Santé, which contains red henna.

If you want to start using henna, here are some tips:

·         Once you’ve applied henna on your hair any chemical coloring will not be effective, because the nutrients from the henna mask enter the hair follicles and seal them. So when chemical coloring is applied these nutrients are being pushed even deeper into the hair and the color ends up looking black, especially if your dye has peroxide in it.

·         It helps regenerating the hair burned by chemical coloring or heat.

·         You can make it at home, like you would a normal paste, but you have to apply it as hot as possible on wet, freshly washed hair and keep it for at least 6 hours.

·         If you want a more light color you can stay without anything over the henna. Otherwise, you should put something like a plastic shower cap over the hair and over it a towel.

·         Henna powder mixed only with water is very drying for the hair, so you can add some natural butters (Shea, Mango, Cocoa) after you’ve achieved a homogenous paste and you have the mixture in a bain marie or towards the end of the “cooking” process some oils (Argan, Castor, Jojoba, Olive, Coconut, etc).

·         The pigments within the henna powder will be activated by heat. So using boiled water and keeping the henna bowl in bain marie until it also boils, helps getting you a more intense color.

·         When you rinse off the henna mask, try not to use any shampoo, only water and hair mask or conditioner. The color will still be oxidizing for about 48 hours, if you wash with shampoo right away, the oxidation process will be stopped. You can then wash after 48 hours. Also by not using shampoo, but only hair mask (if you have very dry hair I recommend not using a conditioner at all, it will only dry out your hair even more, no matter how hydrating it should be – use only hair mask) your hair will absorb more of the nutrients from the hair mask as well.

·         The color will change constantly. I discovered that after every wash and depending on the weather, the color looks different. In the summer, the sun intensifies the color even more.

·         You can use non-colored henna and still get the same nourishing effects. Be aware, that henna is highly pigmented and if you are a blonde and want to get red hair “the henna way”, you might achieve a pretty strong orange. In any case, always use loves, cover your shoulders with a towel and clean up the henna mask that might remain on your forehead.

·         The black henna is getting visible only after the 2nd or 3rd wash. The red henna is the most pigmented and colors the hair more intensely than other henna colors. Red henna is also the only henna that will cover the white hairs. If you don’t want red hairs, you can mix the red one with some browns. The result will be some brown white hairs.

·         Depending on the hair’s structure, natural pigment and previous coloring, henna will color your hair differently. In any case it is hypoallergenic (if you use pure bio henna powder mixed only with boiled water) and the end result will always look natural on your hair, so the damage of ruining your hair is slim.

·         Another thing, henna smells natural, grassy. If you cannot get along with the smell, you can always add some drops of your favorite essential oils. It will not only help with the smell of the mask, but give you a feeling of well-being and help you relax.

·         One of the advantages of using henna is that no smell will stick to your hair. Whenever I go to pubs, the smell of the smoke is not sticking to my hair. Because the oxidizing part of the henna keeps all the external aggression away.

·         I usually wash my hair with shampoo before I apply the henna mask and then 2 days after I rinsed it off. Afterwards my hair is fluffy, shiny and happy, this is what I like to call the “henna effect”. This healthy glow lasts for about 3-4 weeks. So I do a henna mask every month.

·         It is important to have a very good hair mask and to wash your hair before you apply the henna mask, otherwise the nutrients and pigments might not get into the hair.
The red henna bar fom Lush
·         No matter what hair type you have, henna will help improve the hair’s texture and stop it from falling. It will hydrate very dry hair, it will help with oily skin and also help you grow long hair.

·         I always use a wooden spoon and a heat resistant bowl, with which I prepare the henna mask. I never use metal spoons or bowls, because metal will oxidize the mixture neutralizing it.

The Lush henna is what I like to call, “the easy way out”. The mixture has already been done (it contains cocoa butter, lemon juice, rosemary and cloves oil), all I have to do is to add boiled water and keep it in bain marie until it heats up. Towards the end of the process I also add some vegetal keratin (about a tea spoon). The end result will be very hydrating because of the cocoa butter. It also smells very good and fresh, hiding the grassy henna smell.

The powder henna is more complicated. I also boil the water and keep the paste it in bain marie, but I like to add some castor and coconut oil, lemon juice (to intensify the oxidizing process) and of course the vegetal keratin. I usually mix the Egyptian henna from elemental with Rooibos powder, to get a more intense red color. The resulting paste will be less hydrating, but when I rinse it off and apply the mask, the hair will absorb more of the nutrients from the hair mask. In the end the hair will be just as hydrated.

No matter what henna I use, none of the fragrances of the shampoo or hair mask will remain into the hair. But in the course of the month the henna smell will diminish. Using henna constantly helped me grow a long and healthy hair.

Whenever I do the henna mask, I am trying to have 6-8 hours of relaxation, to feel good and enjoy the SPA time at home.

Relax it is good for body and mind!
Alex.

Friday, June 29, 2012

Behind the Mirror: Magic of the Witch

One of my passions is tea. I discovered it when I first started working in an office and wanted to drink something special and healthy in the same time. In time I discovered a lot of tea brands, blends and flavors. My all-time favorite tea is the green tea, especially the Japanese green tea, Sencha. It is a very subtle tea, has an invigorating effect and a discreet elegance.

Green tea is very good for the organism, because of its purifying, strong anti-oxidizing effects and energizing. It helps with a lot of stuff, like: digestion, immune system, skin and kidneys, just to name a few. You can also use this tea in various ways, besides the classic way: as a toner, in facial masks or in creams, to help with puffiness (eye, face, etc).

Before I go into a novel-long rumbling on green tea, I will present to you one of the Sencha mixes that I love (and not only because of the name): “Magic of the Witch”. I got this one from Gurmans in AFI Cotroceni Mall in Bucharest. I discovered Gurmans a couple of years back at a spring fair and fell in love with their tea mixes. Unfortunately I haven't discovered their on line store yet.
This Sencha blend has dehydrated olives, lavender petals and sugar pieces. I generally have a problem with smells and lavender is one smell I cannot tolerate easily, however this mix is amazing. It has a special smell, which makes me feel good and happy. It invigorates me instantly anytime and anywhere. I like to have a cup of this tea, whenever I need a boost.

I drink it warm or cold, in cold or hot weather, it works its magic and makes me feel good instantly.
I recommend it to everyone who loves tea, or who wants to make themselves a homemade ice tea. It is perfect and natural.

Keep hydrated, it is good for body and soul!
Alex.


Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Behind the Mirror: Home Made Gloss

I did it! After scrub mixes, clay face masks and henna masks, I decided I am ready for the next level. I made my first home made beauty product. It is a cinnamon hydrating gloss with mango butter.

I got all the ingredients, utensils, recipe and how-to guidelines from elemental.ro.

I had so much fun doing it. It was easy and the end result pretty amazing. I know, I shouldn’t have, but I decided to add a little bit of some special oil, to enhance the mixture, add some extra vitamin C and anti-oxidizing properties to the mix. Sorry, cannot divulge what it was, because it is the “secret of the cook”.

I am not a fan of lip glosses, but I decided to start my self made cosmetics "career" with something easy and a gloss, was something easy. The only thing I shouldn’t have done was to keep it in the fridge, because the mango butter solidified and it looks less glossy, but I like it better know, because it has a less runny consistency.
I am not a big fan of cinnamon and I think the gloss is a bit bitter to the taste because of it, but it adds some fun to the mix. The color is subtle and stays on the lips more than I expected and long after the glossy finish is worn off. Also the glycerin and mango butter hydrates the lips in a way only few lip balms do.

I do not adore this product (the smell gets me dizzy), but it is a good lip product.

I know that for some of you this might sound very witchy, but I have decided that I want to experiment a little more with homemade beauty products and natural ingredients. I will keep you posted on my progress!

I am curious about your experiences. Have you ever tried to do some beauty products on your own?

Be creative, it keeps the soul young!
Alex.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Young Writers - Catalina Fometici

We are surrounded by amazing young writers and it is our duty as literature lovers, to acknowledge and speak aout them. Catalina Fometici is a perfect example of synergistic writer: her art is visual, musical and literary, just as her passions. Their blend helps making her writing like a breath of fresh air rarely found in the gothic genre.I must admit, I admire the way she encapsulates within her writing some of the ancient history's myths and legends.
I encourage you to read her blog, Părul Medusei (engl. Medusa's Hair) and see her drawings.

Here are some links to her published writings:
Oameni fără fețe
Doamna cu pisica albă
Răsărit de soare
Jertfă pentru marea liniștită
Dincolo de umbre
Chipul Euridicei for which she also received a Best Story award
Gheţurile Marelui Nord
Dracul din Bucegi
Cealaltă, dintre gheţuri
În zori, pădurea era albastră…
Pentru toate comorile iadului
În urma lor, doar flăcările…

She was also recently published in the Romanian Gothic anthology “Dincolo de noapte - 12 Fețe ale goticului”  (engl. "Beyond The Night - 12 Gothic Faces"), about which I had a previous blog post with more details and links.

Read, it is good for the soul!
Alex.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Young Writers - Ioana Dorojan

I am always for the look-out for new thrills, especially when it comes to cultural ones. Today I will present you a young Romanian writer with a most thrilling style. Her name is Ioana Dorojan and her writing is uniquely elegant, refined and dark. Exactly what is needed to write gothic stories and hopefully, pretty soon a novel, too.

Here is where you can read for yourselves her published writing:

Luna Sângerie
Îmbrățișări din adânc Which was republished by her highschool teacher on her blog.
Vine întunericul This story made me both proud and envious! The beautiful athmosphre is exactly the kind of athmosphere I love in a gothic novel/ story.

She does write in Romanian, however google translate might help you with the translations.

Besides writing, she also is a huge music fan (Diary of Dreams, Diorama, Tarja Turunen, and many more) and takes amazing photos. She owns a blog, Doubt Truth to Be a Liar where you can find out more about her and read some of her writings, also in English. She also had a writing collaboration with the Romanian band Magica on their latest album "Dark Diary", more about that can be found here.

Read and listen to music, it keeps your soul young!
Alex.